Madness is what you demonstrate; and that’s exactly how anger works & operates.

I don’t really know how to put into words what I’m feeling, or what I want to describe. (I never really do, do I?)
I tried defining the words “perfection” and “control” to get my point across, but I could think of no way to actually do so. The web definitions of such words are empty; hollow. How could I put something so shallow down for two things that are so pregnant with meaning for me?
I need them. I’m only happy when I feel that I hold those two attributes in the palm of my hand.
I will have them. Whether it be through effortless Shibumi, or painful discipline; one way or another they will be mine again.